prime time

This weekend will be the one and only weekend that I have been waiting for all year this weekend I am going hunting. Yap well I go hunting all the time but this weekend is shot gun season. During shot gun season I go out of town with my family it’s a big thing that my dad’s side of the family does because I don’t really see them that much. On the count that my parents a divorced and what not. So when I go down there I always have a good time. When I first get down there we go to this whole in the wall place and get a great steak dinner. After we do that the rest of the night we just sit around the fire and get hammered drunk and then don’t even go to sleep. We start getting ready at 5 in the morning to get out in the stand. Me I have one of the best spots down there but the only down fall is that I have to walk by myself about a mile. I have to walk down an old logging trail then into the woods a while. I have on one hunting around me ever. I start walking out of the woods at around 10 o’clock go back to the camper and take a well deserved nap till about 2 pm then I wake up and eat a sandwich and go back out until dark. Down there if you don’t shoot a deer in the morning then you are screwed the rest of the weekend because we hunt on public ground and it is hard hunting. But I am sure that I will get one eerily in the morning and then I will be able to get drunk the rest of the weekend.

fox hole

People think that just because that a fox is in a hole that you need to drag it out. Well that is defiantly not the case all the time. Sometime you just need to keep you noise out of business that isn’t yours. It is not like I go around and tell people your business. I know it is a free country and all but people will get there ass beat for shit like that. But on the other hand I did some pack training for the fire department last night and my buddy jeff and I broke the record last night. First I will tell you what a pack is a pack is a tank and a mask that you put on your back and face so you can breathe good air. Well last night we were going through rescue and what we had to do was drag each other up a flight of stairs and then drag them 20 more feet to safety Jeff and I crushed it we got the best time out of any body and we paced up the fasted to you have to be packed up in 45 seconds but we were packed up and ready to drag each other up the steps in 35.2 second well that was my last night peace yo.

GQ

last night was the worst night i have had in a long time well last week i was starting to get sick and with my luck i got very sick and the wores part was that it was holloween weekend and there was parties every night. even tho i was sick i still went to them all and had an awesome time and got realy messed up. some buddies of mine got in to a fight. and i sat back and watched. that is kind of bad to say but thats what they get for stating shit with other people i know its bulshit but what r u going to do. also this week i plan on relaxing because i have like nothing to do this week peace out yo

Midterms

As of right know i feel like the whole world is on my shoulders. the past two weeks i have been working my but off studying and witting paper for class and the whole nine yard. i makes me very stressed out, i may have talked about this in my last post but that is why i am posting it again because that is how stressed out it makes me. but has of right now i am almost stress free as soon as i post this for eng101 class and and the other homework i have to get done last min for that this class. i hate always doing my homework last min but that is just the way it goes for me. a lot of my friends didn't go off to college or even go to college and it is hard for me to sit down and study when i am the only doing it. i think that it would be alot different if i was sitting in a dorm room where i am surrounded by the same people doing the same thing as i am.

stressed

This week i am so stressed for time i have a lot of stuff to do and little time to do it. in Mr plexico class i have to read a long as shit book and then write a paper on it. It is due a week From today, i wouldn't be so worried about it but i am not very good at writing papers. ya i know that i am in Eng 101 but my grammer is very bad know matter what i do it doesn't matter if i type slow or fast it is just bad. also i am on face book to much it sucks. because i remember when i didn't have any of that stuff. i was always able to get more work done because i wasnt so worried about what other people were doing all the time.

dont know any more

I have no idea what to do any more when I try to get ahead I just fall back more than I was. I am really staring to very mad about my issues. I want to just say screw it now and just work hard for a while till I can steady out my money and responsibilities. It is my fault that I get myself into these situations. But some of the stuff I get in trouble from is stupid and makes no since. I think that I am done drinking beer for a while because drinking doesn’t get me into trouble but what I do while I am drinking does. So that is out the door next is to make money. To pay off my car that I owe 10,000 on still and then pay for a pool table I broke and that is not cheap it is about 1200, so in less I start making money I am screwed.

weekend rage

Over the weekend i was supposed to go down to Carlyle where i own property for my stepmothers birthday. my dad was throwing her a party with all her friends. well i did end up going down there with some of my friends. one beer lead to another and by the time we knew it we were trashed. then my brother inlaw thought it would be a good idea to go up to the bar. which was right down the street. so like a dumbass i started walking down there with all my friends and at the end of the night we ended up getting into a bar fight and going crazy on every one and then the cops came an told everyone to go home . and in the morning i had the worst head ache i have ever had be for.

club house bash

Over the weekend i went down to Evansville to my buddies club house, and this is where every year is a bash. with everybody that lives down there that host the event. there was a live band and many other things to do, Kenny which is my friend that invited everybody from your group for friends to go,and also the guy who owns the club house. all night Kenny didn't think anybody was going to show up, but he was wrong it ended up being a blow out. There was people every where. I saw people i see all the time, and i even saw people i don't even see that much any more. and there also were some people that got a little to drunk and another buddy of mine took some videos and there going to be on facebook soon, and i feel bad for those people. but all and all great night.

sad shit

Last night the camp Jackson fire department had their weekly meeting we get a call around 6 o’clock requesting man power of the search of a boy who went missing. The Marisa fire department wanted 7 or 8 members from each station to meet there by 7 o’clock. The boy went missing the day before, and people were searching that night then had called if off and then had started it back up the next day. We had all got to the fire house in Marisa and there had to be about 300 fire fighters there. We then went out to look for the kid and then he was found in a matter of minutes he was found. I am sure you know how and where the kid was found if you watch the news but right now at this point in time the fire department will not let me say too much, but it was very sad and I send my prays to the family.

on his 30 day

Last night was the camp Jackson fire departments big monthly meeting, the meetings talk a lot about what we do wrong and what we are doing right. We voted for the board, like the president, and vp and ect. The meeting started at 7 o’clock last night and ended at 2 o’clock in the morning, so right now it is about 8:18 a.m and I am very tired. But something good also happened last night I got voted on my 30 probationary period, that is where I am on the department but I cant make fire calls for the next month. But what I do is go to all the training and they observe me and see how I am doing to see if I am ready to go inside structure fires. Structure fires are very scary people loss there lives all the time in freak accidents, but on the other hand I am willing to risk my life for anyone on the department and anyone in field of duty. I also applied of a new job at the st clair county jail, for the DSA position. The only shitty thing about that is that it is not beind a police officer, but it gets a foot in the door.

hard choices

It all started Friday morning when I had to get up and leave my house for work, at four in the morning. First of all I was very tired and on top of all that it had rained all week, and I landscape, so if it rains it holds us back. So I already knew it was going to be along day, and I even knew I was going to have to work on Saturday. When you work Saturdays it ruins your weekend, just because it is Saturday doesn’t mean that we came in at a later time in the morning, it means that we come in at the same time we do every day which is five. Friday was a lot longer than everyone thought it was going to be. We didn’t get off till eight o’clock that night, and there was no way I was going home and going out that night. Like I said it ruins were weekend. And the only part I hated about having to work on that Saturday is that my best buddy was leaving for the army and Tuesday and the only days he was going to hang out and party was Friday and Saturday night. Well Friday night was gone and the bad news was that I had already made plans a month in advance for another one of my buddies birthday bash in Evansville at his club house. When Saturday night rolled around after another long day of work I couldn’t decide what to do, stick to my commitment or go see my best friend at his party before he leaves. I know it sounds like a hard choice, but when the birthday boy called and asked if I was still coming, I didn’t know what to say but before I even had a chance to say anything, he said, “don’t forget about the two kegs I got for tonight.” I quickly said ok I’ll be there. I pretty much put a hole in my pocket trying to get my keys out to start my car. And ya when it comes down to it should have at least stopped by and visited my best friend before he left. But the past is past and beer always is good.

fire house

             Hello, my name is Alex Weidner I started my English 101 class about two weeks ago, I also stared to volunteer work for the fire department. The fire department I am volunteering for is Camp Jackson down in Cahokia IL. My first meeting was last Monday, and I had my second meeting last night. I do not have the privilege to go on fire calls at this time, how the system works down there is the first you have to get voted in by the board, with is made up by a group of fire fighters. Then once you get voted in you are now on probation of one year, and the first month of that year you are on what they call probie time, which is when you don’t have any of your gear and or your pager and you just have to go to the all the meeting and just pay attention to what they are saying. Personally I think it is just of my safety and, I think that is what there in tensions is too. And on top of all that I just moved over to waterloo from where I was living witch was in Millstadt IL. I really don’t know any thing about waterloo right now because I just moved and what not, but I have a felling in just a few short months it will fell like have lived there for years.