dont know any more

I have no idea what to do any more when I try to get ahead I just fall back more than I was. I am really staring to very mad about my issues. I want to just say screw it now and just work hard for a while till I can steady out my money and responsibilities. It is my fault that I get myself into these situations. But some of the stuff I get in trouble from is stupid and makes no since. I think that I am done drinking beer for a while because drinking doesn’t get me into trouble but what I do while I am drinking does. So that is out the door next is to make money. To pay off my car that I owe 10,000 on still and then pay for a pool table I broke and that is not cheap it is about 1200, so in less I start making money I am screwed.