Midterms

As of right know i feel like the whole world is on my shoulders. the past two weeks i have been working my but off studying and witting paper for class and the whole nine yard. i makes me very stressed out, i may have talked about this in my last post but that is why i am posting it again because that is how stressed out it makes me. but has of right now i am almost stress free as soon as i post this for eng101 class and and the other homework i have to get done last min for that this class. i hate always doing my homework last min but that is just the way it goes for me. a lot of my friends didn't go off to college or even go to college and it is hard for me to sit down and study when i am the only doing it. i think that it would be alot different if i was sitting in a dorm room where i am surrounded by the same people doing the same thing as i am.

stressed

This week i am so stressed for time i have a lot of stuff to do and little time to do it. in Mr plexico class i have to read a long as shit book and then write a paper on it. It is due a week From today, i wouldn't be so worried about it but i am not very good at writing papers. ya i know that i am in Eng 101 but my grammer is very bad know matter what i do it doesn't matter if i type slow or fast it is just bad. also i am on face book to much it sucks. because i remember when i didn't have any of that stuff. i was always able to get more work done because i wasnt so worried about what other people were doing all the time.

dont know any more

I have no idea what to do any more when I try to get ahead I just fall back more than I was. I am really staring to very mad about my issues. I want to just say screw it now and just work hard for a while till I can steady out my money and responsibilities. It is my fault that I get myself into these situations. But some of the stuff I get in trouble from is stupid and makes no since. I think that I am done drinking beer for a while because drinking doesn’t get me into trouble but what I do while I am drinking does. So that is out the door next is to make money. To pay off my car that I owe 10,000 on still and then pay for a pool table I broke and that is not cheap it is about 1200, so in less I start making money I am screwed.

weekend rage

Over the weekend i was supposed to go down to Carlyle where i own property for my stepmothers birthday. my dad was throwing her a party with all her friends. well i did end up going down there with some of my friends. one beer lead to another and by the time we knew it we were trashed. then my brother inlaw thought it would be a good idea to go up to the bar. which was right down the street. so like a dumbass i started walking down there with all my friends and at the end of the night we ended up getting into a bar fight and going crazy on every one and then the cops came an told everyone to go home . and in the morning i had the worst head ache i have ever had be for.